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Mood: something always brings me back to you , never takes too long .
Gender: Female
Birthday: March 11, 1994
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Likes: coffee.
dance.
poetry.
music.
being in love.
Dislikes: liars.
judgemental people.
waking up early.
not being caffeinated.
stupid people.
Bio: I'm a sophmore at a shit high school in a dead-end town, but I try and make the best of it. I have big dreams and I'm terrified of failure. I'm insecure and shy and a little weird sometimes, but try and get to know me anyway [:. I adore my insane friends & I have a boyfriend with whom I am head over heels in love. I'm really into the arts in general, but dance is my passion. i'm really just an average fifteen year old girl.
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Last active: 20-11-2009 at 01:27 AM
Registered: 17-10-2009
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Posted on 4-11-2009 at 11:24 AM

so life's been going pretty well.
i guess.
it's not horrible.
today's my nine-month anniversary.
which isnt all that significant.

i can't get over this guy named dan.
who i met at summer arts camp this past summmer, who told me i was beautiful and talented.
who completely betrayed and hurt me.
and assaulted me.
and it still is on my mind to this day.

my shrink says i have PTSD symptoms,
but thats bullshit.
i'm just hurt.

anyway, have a good day guys :)

Mood: if it still hurts , you still care .


sarahh
Comment posted on 5-11-2009 at 08:51 PM

thanks :)
andyflag, they thought i had ptsd symptoms because i get flashbacks and have nightmares about it. i have panic attacks a lot, an dthose are triggered by things as small as someone touching my head , because he touched my head. its weird. it takes along time for ptsd to develop, but i had those side effects immediately. which is why i wasnt diagnosed w it . no i dont have stockholm syndrome, which is where you fall for your abuser.

NM_156
Comment posted on 5-11-2009 at 02:12 AM

Dont let him hurt you again? All i can say.

andyflag
Comment posted on 4-11-2009 at 09:42 PM

PTSD doesn't mean you fall for the person who assaulted you, I forget the actual diagnosis, but from what I can tell I highly doubt you have that.
Look, Life is hard, weall know this.
however, some of us have it harder, and some people even still have it harder, there is always someone who has it harder than you, or me, or anyone, but that never makes things easier. because you are you, and not them, It's not selfish to think you hurt more. because infact you hurt, the best thing to do in this case is just not think about the past, or the future, because well life is too short to dwell on things, and if you look forward to things all the time, they'll pass you by,

EMiLYs_ACOUSTiC_SUNSHiNE
Comment posted on 4-11-2009 at 08:29 PM

your handlng so much, i dont know how you do it!

BrigetteMorgan
Comment posted on 4-11-2009 at 12:17 PM

i dont understand how you could lbe into someone who assaulted you?
well hope your ok =)


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